I don't know what is happening to me but it seems like I'm falling apart at the seams.
I've been in tears several times over the past two weeks, I feel removed from everyone else, I absolutely hate myself, I feel fat, ugly and useless, no matter what I do I just can't seem to lose weight, I'm still not pregnant.
I'm ringing today to make that appointment with the psychologist. Maybe that'll help.
Sorry to post such a self loathing piece of crap.